I kinda just made everything feel better. lol. This game, nothing but a Proof of Concept, surprising as it may or may not be, I never intended this to be played as much as it has. But, I do update it occasionally, mostly just aesthetics and slight tweaks to the internal systems, but not much other than that, the game itself is supposed to be a hardcore, grounded depiction of warfare - so... it might not be for everyone, in fact, most people tend to have a bad experience for this exact reason. So, welcome to Standard Issue, I hope you have fun. If you need any more help, please refer to the help tab in the in-game menu, I wrote a BUNCH of stuff in there a long time ago, I'm sure it'll answer a good handful of your questions.