I stare deep down into the eyes of my nightmares, as they come to life. I feel my heart beat right out of my chest & I think I might be losing the fight.
I live inside my poisoned mind, it leaves me paralyzed. My vision's blurred, my words are slurred, I think I might die tonight!
This shadow follows me, it always keeps me on the edge. I know that I would never jump, so why can't I step back from the ledge? Am I losing control? You take me to the darkest places I have ever been. I think I feel it coming back again!
Why am I terrified of everything I used to love?! Save me from myself, I don't want to hate who I've become!
Inhale, exhale, why is it so hard to breathe? Inhale, exhale, why isn't this working?!
If I live to see the other side of this, I swear I'll never take for granted any happiness! I never knew what I had until it was gone! How long will this go on?!
Why am I terrified of everything I used to love?! Why won't you save me from myself?!